Good evening family. So I’ve been trying to get to grips with
the book of Job and been finding it so hard. I got to chapter 18 and realised
that nothing was truly sinking in so after talking to a very good friend, I decided
to go back to the beginning. This friend basically reminded me that God’s word
is living and though it was written over 2000 years ago, if we open ourselves
up to being guided by His Spirit, we should be able to find a way of applying
the things within it.
Yesterday I read verse 1 and 2 determined to get something more out of Job and
today I committed myself to carrying on. In going through chapters 3-5, I decided
I wanted to share this journey with you as I learn better by explaining my
thoughts to people, so I thought who better than you guys. Also, I was talking
to one of my girls last night and discovered that in a way a lot of us could
feel like we have been called to be the Job of our generation based on the
things we go through and our determination to find God through it and have our
victory. So each day I will be posting what I’ve got from reading the specific
chapters and hopefully it will inspire someone else to dive into Job and see
what they can get for themselves. If
not, then I’m just hoping that it can touch somebody who feels like they’re
going through the hardships of Job and lastly I’m just grateful to be fed by
God’s word. For today I’ll be talking about what I’ve learnt over the past 2
days, looking at chapters 1 – 5 and in that, specific verses from within these
chapters that stood out for me.
(Job 1- 2)
Chapters 1 and 2 really set the tone for the whole of Job as they are where
we see Job faith being tested on 2 occasions and where we also see how he
initially deals with them. Before I talk
about Job’s reaction I would just like to talk about the sovereignty of God. Sometimes
when we go through problems it’s so easy to think that Satan is bigger than God
or that Satan has more authority on Earth than God does. These two verses
confirmed that God has authority above all. In Job 1 when Satan approaches God,
having asked where he has come from Satan replies “From roaming through the
earth and going back and forth in it”. This showed me that Satan literally
roams Earth looking for whoever’s life he’s going to kill and destroy, or whom
he’s going to steal from. This for me meant that as the Body of Christ we ought
to always cover ourselves with the blood of Christ and constantly be aware of
the enemy’s advances; by focusing our attentions on Christ and not giving into temptation,
or simply walking in wrong company, or giving up and going back to our lives
before Christ.
Another thing that struck me was the fact that Satan had to have permission to
strike Job and his family. If Satan was truly as powerful as we may sometimes give
him credit for, then the second God mentioned Job and how much of a blameless
and upright man he was, Job’s life would have been finished with no remorse whatsoever.
Not meaning to say that God authorises all the bad things that happen to us,
most of the times those are down to our decisions and what we do with our
freewill or simply to do with biology. But like I said before what stood out
for me was the revelation that Satan didn’t have his own authority and was
under God’s.
The second thing I got from chapters 1 and 2 is Job’s
initial reaction. Job 1:20 says;
‘At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in
worship and said:
“Naked I came from my
mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken
away; may the name of the
LORD be praised.”’
How many of us are willing to admit that after we grieve as
Job did, our probable initial reactions would be something along the lines of ‘God
why? I thought you loved me, I thought you cared for me, I trusted you, I thought
you had my back so why?’ Well if no one else will admit it, I know I would.
However from this we see just how much Job fears and revers God and it’s
beautiful. How he’s so willing to praise God even when he’s down to nothing. In
chapter 2 we also see a similar reaction when Satan afflicts Job with boils all
over his body and his wife tells him to “curse God and die” and he responds
saying “Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” To me this speaks
bounds about Job’s relationship with God and reminds of Romans 12:12 (NIV) ‘Be
joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer’. This verse shows me
that we are all called to praise God during hard times and Job’s choice to
praise God fills me with the desire to strive towards that kind of
relationship.
(Job 3- 5)
I found reading
chapters 3 -5 harder than 1 and 2 and found myself getting frustrated, I was
reading the chapters over and over and nothing was sinking in, so I decided to
try the amplified version of the 3 verses and sense that I found within those
chapters was so beautiful. Everything looked so logical and I began to understand it.
After the realities of what had just happened set in, Job began to feel sorry for himnself and started cursing the day he was born, until one of his friends decided to step in and wake him up a bit. Job 4:7-8(AMP) in particular stood out to me. It reads;
“Is not your [reverent] fear of God your confidence and the
integrity and uprightness of your
ways your hope?
Think [earnestly], I beg of you: who, being innocent, ever perished? Or where
were those upright and in right
standing with God cut off?”
Is not your reverent fear of God your confidence? There is
something so peaceful about those in words. In this chapter one of Job’s friends,
Eliphaz, is basically saying to Job “What are you worrying about? Will not the respect
that you have for God keep you?” We read
in Psalms111:10 and Proverbs 9:10 that “the fear of the Lord is the
beginning of wisdom.” Here the fear mentioned homes in on an awe and respect
for the majesty of God rather than a negative fear. This encouraged me to
be a woman who fears the LORD as there is a confidence that comes with that
found in the majesty and the presidency of God. A peace that surpasses all
understanding because I would no longer fear the attacks of Satan because I have
a God that loves, adores and cherishes me and I know that His will is perfect! It also pushed me more than ever to check my inner court/circle, to re-evaluate those I kept around me because in a moment like this the guy could easily have just kept quite or even brought Job down lower but he didn't, he made him check himself before he wrecked himself ;) Yes it's true that some of the things he says after this are questionable, but in this moment, he offer a great pick me upper :)
tawo
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